Friday, July 5, 2013

M.A.L.A.S



Allah... Malas betul...
Malas nak update blog  sebab internet lembab macam siput sedut...
Malas nak baca buku dan journal sebab susah betul nak faham...
Malas nak masak sebab orang makan asyik complaint je...

Allah..Allah..Allah...
Malas je... Bila dah malas tu, macam-macam alasan keluar...
Rasanya kenalah baca ayat ni banyak-banyak...


Sunday, April 28, 2013

Redha


Bertahun aku menyimpan cita.
 Namun aku masih seorang manusia. 
Tidak hanya berpegang pada cita. 
Tapi juga pada Takdir yang tuhan telah tentukan untukku.

Esok aku akan ambil psychometric exam untuk pinjaman MARA.
Dengar2nya, 1000 - 2000 orang akan hadir untuk exam yang sama. Semoga Allah redha atas usaha kita.
Amin Ya Rabb...


Thursday, April 4, 2013

Backpacking duo


hihi..huhu..haha..

Saya dalam mood "happy" + sedih sikit.. hehehehe...
Sedih sebab semalam baru lepas hantar sahabat saya Sabrina Azmi ke Jepun...
"and off she go leaving me alone with my little dream".. 
hehehe.. emo je...

tak pe..tak pe.. yang penting Alhamdulillah...
Apa2 rasa yang Allah beri ni tanda kita masih di bawah pemerhatian Allah s.w.t..

Aha, saya "Happy" pula sebab malam ni saya dan sahabat lagi sorang buat pertama kalinya akan pergi "backpacking"...

wooohooo!!

This time, it is literaly backing because we have our "backpack"..
Hehe, baru beli dari "Downtown" Cheras malam tadi..

Konon2 la berangan nak backpack macam ni... padahal jalan dekat2 je..
sumber: http://blog.deuterusa.com/category/aircontact


Kami plan nak backpack lagi nanti.. kemungkinan besar, ade sorang lagi kawan nak join... kemana kami pergi?..
jeng..jeng..jeng..

akan di update dalam post yang lain..


Ok, till then, xoxoxoxo..


Thursday, March 28, 2013

With patience and Solah


In the name of Allah, the Gracious, the Merciful...

credit to: http://www.tumblr.com/tagged/dhul-hijjah

Tak sabar rasanya nak bagitahu sensei saya dah dapat tajaan MARA atau mana2 tajaan lain...
Bila agaknya kan???

Semalam jumpa teman baik saya. Bercakap2 soal rezeki, akhirnya gugur juga airmata usai solat asar petang tu... 

Bukan saya tak percaya dengan janji Allah cuma saya adalah hamba yang sedang belajar meYAKINI...
Sedang belajar dengan penuh sifat keHAMBAan saya...

CUMA HAMBA..
terkadang saya jatuh juga dalam usaha meyakini itu..

Alhamdulillah, dikuatkan dengan kasih sayang Allah yang dititipkan melalui sahabat2 yang baik...
Doakan saya kawan... Saya juga akan selalu doakan kamu...

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Nota cinta buat sahabat


Buat sahabat tersayang Sabrina Azmi... 
Bila2 kau ingat "HOME" dan aku... 
bila2 kau rasa susahnya jalan yang kau lalui... 
ingat tak kita pernah cerita tentang impian kita?...
Alhamdulillah, sekarang turn kau, aku masih tunggu turn aku... 
Bersinarlah dengan gemilang sahabat..
InsyaAllah menjadi asbab kebaikan buat diri kita dan orang lain...
aku doakan semuanya berjalan lancar sehingga kau kembali to our HOME with ur phD cert.. with ♥ dear, may Allah bless u....

HOME by Shimizu Shota


After all this time, I can’t go back to that place…
Whatever wonderful memories I have,
I should keep them in my heart.
I still remember to this day. That’s good enough.
Don’t worry. I can still sing.
Someday I’ll go back. The home all my own.

Sudden (rain) shower
Ever-growing impatient irritation poured into my mind
Since then, many seasons have passed
But I could still hear the voice of my hometown
I left like I was too cool for it,
ended up letting down those who wished me farewell.
Such a tattered dream, alone there was nothing I could do.

At that time, the people I met…
Surely, people aren’t that strong That’s why
they become swallowed up by jealousy and pride
But, that version of me was gently held close. Sorrowfully I cried.
Right then, I understood my own weakness.
But my dream came true. I got a little worried about that.

So I built a home,
Kind of like a mansion. With such massive support,
I could see everything clearly. My whole world changed.
Breathing got a lot easier.
Second by second, we’re growing up, all of us.
That’s why I’m glad we met, glad it happened this way.
And so, I’ve said just about everything there is to say.

A place where your mind can be at peace. Everyone probably has one of these.
The people I grew up with,
The lovers I had by my side,
I’ve lost them all but… my hopeful dream
I lost that too, but once again I was reminded.
I got a new home right here. But I still remember…

Not getting much sleep, the same dream spun around in my head.
The place where I was accepted, that was the beginning of everything.
With no regard to the size of the cost
I need to be more responsive to love.
because I don’t want to be think it hurts.
because I don’t want to be dropped out.

Oh yeah, I found a new way to live
Fallen common sense spoiled with prejudice
so fragile it falls apart at the slightest confrontation
but somehow always smiling.
That way of thinking was surely
the first time. It was miserable yet beautiful but
the sparkle and shine of the clear sky
At that moment, once more, we started to cry.

When I look back on everything up to this point
floating smiles and tears
it’s enough to make me shudder.
That’s all tied up to my own future,
I believe. Home all my own
because I believe in it.


Kembara cita 3




In the name of Allah, the Gracious, the Merciful.

"Surely there is ease after hardship"
"Aye, surely there is ease after hardship"

{Al-insyirah 94:6-7} 

permandangan Hokkaido dari atas.. Subhanallah...


Mengalir airmata saya tatkala sampai di Hakodate Airport, Hokkaido..
Perasaan bercampur baur.. tak dapat digambarkan dengan perkataan..
Allah..Allah..Allah..


Bayangkan ketika anda menginginkan sesuatu setelah begitu lama, kemudian Allah mengizinkan ianya terjadi.. itulah perasaannya...


Alhamdulillah..

Lagi, Allah telah menambahkan kemudahan perjalanan saya, tiba2 sensei terpancul di pintu ketibaan bersama salah seorang studentnya - Gao-san.. Saya dah berkira2 untuk ambil taxi je kalau sensei tak jemput.. (hehehe, maksudnya ada juga la mengharap sensei datang ambil)..

After a brief self-introduction, Sensei bawa saya ke hotel..
Jauh juga rupanya Hotel dan airport, ambil masa 30 min untuk sampai.. (bayangkan kalau ambil taxi tadi.. uish brapa plak kena bayar kan.. hihi.. syukur sensei datang.. budget duit I..=p)

sepanjang perjalanan, banyak gak yang kami bualkan.. sensei bawa round2 sekitar hakodate sekejap, dia tahu saya penat agaknya.. Selepas chek-in, sensei kata esok dia akan ambil saya pukul 8.30 pagi.. bawa kemana??? tak cakap pula... saya pun tak tanya.. agak sengallah kan...

toilet & bath tub

Siap bagi berus gigi, toothpaste, comb and razor

Walaupun di luar bersalji, dalam bilik warm enough... insulator sangat bagus..

Permandangan dari tingkap bilik saya

Malam itu tidurlah saya dengan rasa syukur yang tidak putus2..
Lena dalam dakapan Tuhan yang Maha Luas PemberianNya...
Saya hanya manusia yang berusaha dengan daya yang dipinjamkan Tuhan..
Semoga Tuhan redha dengan kembara saya yang seterusnya..

Ayu, FIGHTING!!! Yosh...

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Note to self 3



When life gets harder... Never blame others... 
YOU are always accountable whenever things gone bad because YOU choose this path...

Ayu, LIFE is a Never-ending struggle...
 So, just bear with it and keep your "niat" straight...

weee... I'm not gonna give up easily... and I will Keep Running Forward!!!....

YOSH!!!

I'M OFFICIALLY A BAMBINO..

Jalan juang masih panjang, semoga redha Allah sentiasa menemani..